I’m afraid I’m going to kill myself and I really don’t want to. I’m bipolar and my bipolar disorder has caused the guy I was dating (the one I thought I was going to marry, has left me do to a bipolar freak out of mine (I’ve been hurting him so much for so long) and this is not the first time I’ve done this to someone I loved) . I’m severely depressed and have been off and on for seven years. In high school, I used to cut myself and have attempted suicide once before when I was 15. I told my family about […]