I can’t believe, last time i posted here was in 2022. Things have changed and actually many many things have changed. I went to college by the end of 2022, it wasn’t what i wanted to do, dated a narcissistic, attempted on my first year, stuffed myself with pills thinking i will escape the great depression. Then i didn’t go, i started accepting how my life was going, i took a break from my boyfriend, met new people and started enjoying life. I experienced many great things after that and i was at the happiest years of my life. Then i graduated and the graduation […]
It’s been a year now, i never posted though i saved many draft that i couldn’t post . I read people’s problem as way to forget mine. But things got worse, school stress, family, loneliness, anxiety, depression and life.. I used to cut myself as a coping mechanism , physical pain makes me forget the war inside me, but i think im going back to it because im really hurting,im so in pain and drowning. I spend so much time on scrolling Instagram without nobody noticing me or just checking on me. I spend time on discord watching people talking and being ignored by everyone.. […]