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I just need someone to talk to… I’m clinically depressed / recovering suicidal, and everything feels terrible now.
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… how much I hurt my ex, I feel suicidal.
I feel like if I were dead that things would be better. Yes, I know this is irrational… but, some part of me feels that if I didn’t exist anymore, that she wouldn’t be sad about me not being with her.
::sigh::
— when I run out of weed, it’s basically like being out of medicine. Therefore, today sucks the cock.
… and it really helps with my depression.
I’m a 28-year-old living in Las Vegas. I was first “diagnosed” as clinically depressed when I was 12 years old; but I feel like I’ve been sad most of my life.
Up until recently, my life was completely shut down by my depression – I never got dressed, left my room, ate… there was some self-harm… I was consumed with thought of suicide and self-mutilation, but I managed not to act…
I entered out-patient treatment 3 months ago. On anti-depressants which seem to be helping… but, the real life-style change I’ve made is smoking weed from sun-up till bed time.
I’ve […]