It would be nice if it went away forever. There would be no me to even appreciate that it had ceased. I no longer want to care about being enough for them. No longer want to care that they always manage to come out on top and its like I am cursed to play out this pattern time in, time out. Even when I dont like them that much at first, I still get attached, and they lose interest, and then find something better. I no longer want to try and figure out why this is happening to me. I no longer want to find […]
