Everywhere I go, whatever I do, I’m harming somebody or fucking up this or fucking up that. I’ve been down this road before. spiraled into the self hate and the self loathing of the “why can’t I be a good person” nature. Heralding from a poorer family we couldn’t afford to help me even after I attempted to take my own life. Naturally, I fucked that up too. Too chicken shit to jump into the train. Broke into self harm instead. Now for some reason, just as I picked up the shattered glass of my life after that night in November and the school councilor […]
