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Mymisstake

My mother raised me to be a GOOD LITTLE CATHOLIC GIRL. To always be concerned for others and to not do things that would be dumb or rude or selfish. I still wonder why she never taught me that I had a right to more from life than to be here without my needs, my fear, my pain being addressed. Through some very traumatic painful periods and events in my life she was never there for me. Which made it worse when she'd be openly concerned for someone else, anyone else but me. If your own mother doesn't like then what you got? You got a loser like me.

A tradeoff

by Mymisstake 1/11/2013

written by Mymisstake

It isn’t so much that I want to die, its just that I can’t imagine continuing as I am. So you are forced to make a choice, WHICH PAIN would you prefer?

I’ve “been there/done that” as far as what to do on my own to “get better”. The truth is nothing has helped but now it is exacerbated by the fact that I am getting so much older now, a non-productive, useless, meaningless life that is if anything a “pain” to my few relatives I have. So I don’t buy that “not fair to them” theory people are always […]

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