And at the end of the night it’s always just me. Alone.
And this is how I will die.
I’m so alone. All the faces and the people. Its hard to be your own support. You’re own everything. No I’m not about to go sit in my car, plug the pipe, and doze to my death.. But I’d like to. I’m 18. I’m a senior in hs. And I’m alone and lost. “God” can’t help me. I can’t help me.
Ok.
“It doesn’t matter if you understand what the big deal is, just follow the rules.”
Heard this from a teacher today.
Perfect way to sum up life.
I’m going to try cocaine for the first time. See how this goes.. Mentally feel numb, ‘lets hope’ for physically next.
Literally just made an account not even 20 minutes ago, so lets see how this goes.. Everyday I’d like to die, this world makes no damn sense, and honestly I don’t want 50 more years in it. I personally feel if someone 18 or older would like to die, reasonably, they should be able to go to a hospital and be “euthanized”. Is that wrong?
Im fucking tired of day after day of the same shit. Tomorrow is Monday.. Just as last week was, and next month and the year after will be -.-
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