Humiliated. Helpess. Tormented. Scared.  Ive been going through these emotions for a several years and I had no idea how to fix them until now. The answer to my questions is suicide. I need to kill myself to finally feel like Im at peace.
Straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual, all of these and more are labels that define our sexuality, yet I have yet to figure mine out. Well more like I have no idea if what I think I prefer sexually is what I really prefer. I feel as if the person in me doesnt have a place to feel free and be itself. To say I am experienced is an understatement. I have played some sexually arousing games with my friends even though at that time to me it really didnt make sense why the game was arousing to me. A few years ago, I had been riding the bus to […]