in no way do I condone there acts, just am trying to learn or understand if the columbine shooters planed their deaths before hand or just on the spur of the moment did they create a situation where it was the only option I find it interesting if they commitied the acts knowing they were going to die y not just kill themselves and not take out so many kids ,
You look back and think damn what has happened that broke my soul down to nothing. I have been thinking about my family by 3 yr old son and my few close friends about how they are gona deal with this, And I honestly don’t care I have never been a mean person and I love my family and son but I have to put myself first once in life and end the pain I have for me, Has anyone else felt this way ? that it dosent bother you if you hurt your family anymore.
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All of my problems have only got worse as I get older not money, relationship or living situation, I mean my mental thoughts on a day to day basis ive been to 3 physc wards in patient over the years I have attempted twice carbon monoxide and pills. the only conclusion I have decided is to grow a pair and pull the trigger on my 9mm berretta im not sure at what spot of the head to aim it so I must research Im not religious I have a great loving family that has never let me go without anything I just hope that I […]