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nekitahxanderz

What’s stopping you?

by nekitahxanderz 3/14/2014

written by nekitahxanderz

I have a mean to end it all.
Painlessly.
Yet, I can’t do it.

Indeed, those before me.
Were cowards, not at all.

I am not mercurial.
But I know, somehow.

I’m too tired to follow through.
This existence seriatim.

I look skyward,
and see nothing.
“Show yourself, You coward”.
Indeed, I was shouting
in the wrong direction.

I have a choice,
between lost eyesight,
or continuing a decadent existence.

I wish I could’ve somehow,
fight against our fall.
If only they know,
how much I love them.

3/14/2014 2 comments

Undecided

by nekitahxanderz 12/29/2013

written by nekitahxanderz

Back then when I was in high school, a person that was once a very good friend of mine half-jokingly said he wanted to commit suicide, for whatever reasons it may be. Me, being the ignorant and ill-informed kid I was, thought that’s silly and I ridiculed him and that idea. It was quite baffling to me considering that he was a very optimistic, fun-loving and happy-go-lucky person. It didn’t occur to me until long after that, that it wasn’t ridiculous at all; that a person should have the rights to take away his or her own life without needing consent from anyone.

Just think about […]

12/29/2013 3 comments