I feel so fucking alone
when there are too many happy people around me i feel like i don’t belong
I feel so lost and depressed. It’s been years since I haven’t felt really happy. I’m so scared about my future, everything is so blurry. I’m 16 and supposed to know what I want to do for the rest of my life, but I have no idea. I just know I want to leave my family because my dad is so mean and I can’t stay. He yells at me all the time, and tells me I’m nothing. And maybe he’s right.
But before I kill myself, I want to see if life outside of my family is different. I have to leave and I want […]