I just want to start by saying, fuck everything.
I’ve been trying to repair my life, trying to get better and help myself, just to realise that being ‘okay’ is worth fuck-all, and it helps nobody, not even myself.
I’ve been constantly fantasizing about ODing on anti-depressants and dying feeling just as fucked up as I have all my life.
I don’t even know anymore, but I assumed since this is a suicide site I might as well be depressing, so I don’t even know what the point of this was.