I am 49 yrs old male  i was accused of doing something that is just not true and was told to leave.after 20 yrs of marriage all i have to show for it is a computer.i dont get to see my young children and now  they don’t want to talk to me.So i really have no reason to live anymore.so now i have acquired 380 Tramadol 150mg tabs and 150 endep tabs and 70 meloxicam tabs the plan is to crush them and add them to a drink and just go to sleep and not wake up.without my children i have no life so why be here how can people be so cruel and spiteful.