I have been alone for so long being depressed has become normal I take medication to stop me losing control I am alone and all I want is someone to be here for me I want to be in love and I want to feel good about myself.
I have never been happy
I watched a video about how the brain reacts to falling in love. It Made me realise that all my problems depression anxiety loneliness are caused through the lack of love in my life. I completed an engineering degree in 2011 started taking anti depressants in 2006 and have suffered from depression my whole life. I am lonely and so shy I find it extremely difficult to approach others . I am so alone and miserable I want to kill myself no one loves me and I am afraid I will be alone and miserable for my entire life.
I love but no one loves me