For a significant amount of my life, I have been told that things will get better…well, it has been 18 years and things have not gotten but, but instead have gotten worse. There are some things in life you never get back…once it is stolen, it is gone. I suffered years of sexual, emotional, and physical abuse beginning at a very young age. I do not think I will ever have the ability to fully recover. That is why I want to die so badly. I am ever going to be able to foget what happened. What has happened will be with me for the […]
As I get closer to the day, I’ve realized something. I feel isolated. Whenever I talk about it, people tend to brush it off or they really don’t care. As I get closer to my attempt at suicide, I realize that I stop talking. No one seems to care or notice how different I have been lately. I’ve always felt alone, but more recently I’ve felt even more alone. Not even the people who pretend to love me seem to want to take a minute to ask how I am. I refuse to continue to live like this. I can’t deal with it anymore. I […]