nobodycares

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord, make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She’ll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors
Oh, and life ain’t always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain’t even gray, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I’ve had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink […]

I WANT TO CRY BUT I DONT KNOW WHY I WANT TO CRY..I GUESS IM TIRED? PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY..NOTHINGS RIGHT IN THE WORLD ANYMORE..EVERYTHINGS SEEM SO NOT GOOD..HOW I WISH I COULD BE BETTER..

ITS GETTING HARDER TO BREATHE AGAIN!! I THOUGHT I WAS DOING OKAY BUT GUESS NOT..

Raise your hand if you have cuts on your limbs..

Raise your hand if you starve yourself..

Raise you hand if you feel unwanted, worthless..

Raise your hand if you have attempted suicide..

Raise your hand if you cry to sleep..

Raise your hand if your afraid..

Raise your hand if you’re depressed..

Raise yoir hand if your lonely..

Is your hands up? Because mine is..

Do you ever get the feeling that this life isnt yours?

that life is so unfair?

that you have no control?

that everyone around you is living, feeling lucky and your just breathing , alone, watching, and waiting.. FOR WHAT??

im inlove with my best friend..
but she’s inlove with someone else..
we’ve been friends since highschool and im inlove with her eversince..
so if one day she sees this..i want you to know that IM INLOVE WITH YOU!!
I love seeing you laugh at my jokes when your sad because of him..
I love it when i listen to your problems..
I love seeing you happy..
I love our late night phone calls..
I love everything about you even your flaws..
How i wish that you are mine.. He’s lucky to have you..
I love you and Im happy for you!

hello! its me again after what?8 months..thankfully im alive..not trying anything dangerous..how’s life going? mine was good sometimes and mostly bad or i dont even know if is good or bad..

after sulli died..another angel passed away.. im sorry we couldn’t protect you from this cruel world..i love you..im so proud of you..rest well love..

i need help but nobody is listening..when they will listen to me? they will listen if im gone right?

another angel passed away ?? i love you..are you happy now?

Do you believe in God? Have you ever think that maybe there is no God? if there is a God then why so many Religions out there?i mean theres only one God right?

dear life…f*ck you

pleaaaaase take my life back.. im tired already pleaaaase!!

are you happy?

I am who I am.
Not who you think I am.
Not who you want me to be.
I am ME.

my last post here was 8 months ago..i think? so hows life? mine was not so good im trying to be a better person but i think being a better person is not enough for them.. they like comparing me to others as if they want me to be like them.. but i dont want to.. thats not me, that not what i want..and im tired of it. every night pray to him that he should take my life back because im losing hope.. im losing faith.. so please take my life back to you.. so everyone will be happy..

smiling outside but dying inside…i wish they knew what i feel..im tired already..can i sleep forever now?

i want to be alone but i dont want to be alone…

nobody misses me…
nobody needs me…
nobody fights for me…
nobody cares for me…
nobody loves me…
i’m a nobody…

i want to rant something but i cant say what i want in english.. so i will use our language which is tagalog.. so bear with me. “ang ayoko lang naman kase sa lahat yung pinagmumuka akong walang alam.. maryosep pwede namang sabihin ng aayos eh.bakit ba ganto buhay ko?? yung lahat ng gusto kong gawin di ko magawa kase ayaw nila.. pag di mo naman sinunod gusto nila sila pa magagalit.. im old enough to make decision pero sila padin nagdedecide para sa buhay ko… gusto lang nila yung best para sakin pero pano naman yung happiness ko? gusto kong maging masaya… ” i […]