My head hurts, not a regular migraine, just my brain hurting every time I try to form a thought. Everything is clouded by this dull aching in my head. After years of struggle the answer is clear. My time is near. I’ve done all that I can do here and no more. My 34th birthday is on Wednesday, so I have until then, the time is ticking away. A welcome deadline, that for once I will make. This is the most selfish thing a person can do, so I will do something for myself this time. A permanent slumber, an eternal nap. I am ready […]