No words can accurately describe how I feel, but I can’t live anymore. Everyone thinks I’m happy and care free when really I’m trapped in these lies. No one knows I’m miserable. Not a day goes by when I don’t have thoughts or urges to just end it all. My only hesitation is where I will go next. I don’t want to be wrong about my faith and just die and be nothing if I’m wrong. What if life is over when we die? I just robbed myself of my whole life at 18 if I do it. What if the next life is even […]
