A Normal Day For Me Is Waking Up With Such Terrible Angish That I’m Still Alive. With Rejection Looking Into The Mirror Want To Make More Marks on myself. Through Out The Day With Biopolar . . . . Just So So Sad With Moments Of Anger With The Thoughts Of Cutting Myself And Self Burned To Feel Better. People Who Knew Me Now Judge Me.. I’m No Different Just Know When I’ve Had Enough And My Days With Black-Out Through Out The Days Wishing To Drown My Sorrows In The Bottom Of A Bottle. It’s Never Enough . . . Nothing Ever Is. And […]
As I Awake Wishing I Wouldn’t. Deep Anguish Of Hate. The Feeling Of Burning Sensation Through Out My Hole Body As I See My Demons Following Me insisting On Killing Me Bringing Me Pain Of Faces Of Dead One. They Look At Me With Such Disgust Say (Why?) (Why Don’t You Come With Us?) (Why Are You Living To Die) And As I Reply I Want To . No I’m Going To With The Deepest Pit With Ashes Hollowing Out With Moments Of Gratitude Of Death. Because To Be Dead Is A lot Better To Live With No Purpose In Life No Love No Feeling […]