I guess I just want to record this somewhere no-one can link it to me (not till after I’m gone, anyway).
I suppose I was probably happy as a child but I’ve been messing up big time since at least my mid teens. I let everyone down, repeatedly. I can’t be trusted, no matter how hard I try to be good. Everyone will be much better off when I’m gone. I’m divorced, two children, have a boyfriend but he won’t stick around much longer. I was single for a long time before I met him and I think life was probably easier with one less person […]