It’s not often you start a document with “the end”, but that’s what this is. My brain has long not functioned like a normal person’s brain should, in my opinion. I’ve recognized this for many years, and while it pains me, I can’t control it. I have lived a life of self-deprecation, doubt, and misery for a long time. It’s not healthy for me, but it is even more unhealthy for my wife and kids, who deserve a better and more positive role model and leader.
As I write this, I am racking my demented brain for answers and/or reasons why I am the way I […]