This is the account I made 4 years ago on this site, but I never posted much. I did once but couldn’t put my thoughts into words, felt stupid, and eventually deleted it. I was a lurker. I’d read other people’s posts and use them to help me cry when I was so numb that I felt nothing. Crying was a good sign for me. At least that meant that some part of me was feeling emotion, some part of me was alive. Several years later, I am now in junior year of high school. I’m on zoloft and Prozac, but aside of that I’m […]