Nosleeveanymore

I am writing this as my final goodbye to whom I have no idea as let’s face it people don’t really need it who are close to me. For years I have battld and go through by myself. The strenght in me has held me together. Now al I am is a empty shell of what I use to be.

I lost another close friend to me and it ended in him being in intensive care. My healths geting worse and so is the pain. They say you should fight for the one’s you love. They say so many things to me. Just need to now […]

If you ask me how I am doing. Well I am most likely to tell you “Iam fine” pretty standard for somebody like me. A few months back life for me changed for the worst. My best friend just left without a say and left me in the deepest darkest time. We had a fight and she set all my anxiety’s and fears off with a bloody dripped cut up leg and siting in the pool of blood as i screamd for that pain to go. I stood and punched the area my brain tumor sits several times to end this pan once and for […]