What am I supposed to do .Im tired. tired of feeling helpless and worthless everyday of my life i want things to change I dont want to be depressed anymore. I want to go back to how things used to be but I know thats not an option who can help me?
Im tired of living. Is it really worth it?
Noone understand. well at least from who I know. They always want something.but I don’t need hellp I can deal with it myself. just no one fuccking understands and then they think they know exactly what your going through fuck no. I just wished i was easier to open up. Like I had someone who I could trust. but I don’t cuz all of my friends are little backstabbing bitches. fuck life. fuck everything can I go away for like weeks and come back to a new start. godddddd killl mere!
I just want to drop everything and die.
I hate it when you like someone so much, but their in love with someone that repeatedly hurts them but their to loyal just like you. you just want to be like dump her ass and date me goddammit. why can’t people sees what they have when its right in front of them. I hate feeling they make me feel weak.
I swear theres no way to describe how worthless i feel. can I die? like can someone kill me ?
Im completely done. I can’t take this anymore. everyone hates me, I m an awful friend and i ruin everything. people die everyday is it hat hard for me to die today. I have nothing sharp, nor rope, nor meds. what am I supposed to do. I don’t cry. but I can’t handle it anymore. I ruin everything.why am i so bad? why?
I’m alone. once again,not the first time. Have nothing to live for. not a care. Â After you’ve gone through hell heaven seems like a better place. What am I supposed to do. I just wan to die. but i don’t want to be a coward ughh! someone kill me !
I Â dont understand. I haven’t lived trough that much shit yet I still feel worthless I have no reason to be depressed I guess Im just weak, God I hate myself.
I swear I want to be so completely done.Why? why do I always have to ruin something? Can I just leave for like a year? Im done.