im tired of life. theres nothing anymore and everything means nothing more and more everyday. im losing more and more all the time. i dont care about anything. nothing means anything to me and there is nothing i want and no where in the world i want to live. i cant talk to people in the real world and have no friends. a couple days ago the closest friend i have (a guy i met online) attacked me at his house out in the woods and i thought for sure i would die. i had to mace him and run and hide in the woods […]