Failed again. Got a large scab four inches long vertically on my wrist. Don’t know if I’m doing it wrong or if I just need to go deeper but can’t cause of my own fears.
I just can’t tell if there is something that I am unconsciously living for or if I just screw up when trying. There is nothing that I can point out that I am living for, nothing that is stopping me really.
I’ll think about it but will probably give it another go in a couple of days to a week.
I am new here, both the website and the desire to end it. I am a seventeen year old male in the 12th grade. I have read many of the stories and thought it best if my story is out there somewhere, for when I am gone(even if no one I know reads it).
I have had a great life, that makes the feelings I have more confusing, both to me and the doctors. I move a lot and have little amounts of friends, but I am ok with that. I am very smart, especially in mathematics.
My life started its bitter collapse in May […]
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