Life seems unfair at times.  As I lay here in my bed typing this, the very presence of loneliness haunts me. I can even characterize it as the open air in my bedroom and I just keep breathing it in, feeling even more helpless as every second passes by. I speak to myself at time just to hear a voice, silence often begins to feel too heavy to bare at times. When I go out, I feel like loneliness eminates from my being, sort of like a horrible smell. Nobody likes that, so they stay away from me. I have been going to a gym […]