Dear ex-friend,
i know i have faults but im not entirely to blame. U’ve got what was coming… I still think of u a lot more than i can handle. Im still hurting although i know i should not be. I’ve decided to let you go but why am i still in pain? Your death should have put me in solace. So please, please my heart, stop. Please let goodbyes be goodbyes..
After u get what u wanted u left me here broken hearted.
after uve given me what u thought that i wanted u left me here broken hearted
now im hurt, im broken, im dead inside.
why do we live a complicated life. Why cant we just love and be happy.
why cant i just understand that this person does not love me that is why for them its just so easy to leave.
Why do people take advantage of you?
Why are people user-friendly?
Why are people so fake?
Why do i let them do that to me?
I brought this upon myself, the only one to blame is me.
I found out the other day that my friend died. I could not go there, i could not accept that she was gone forever. we are not really friends. I tried to be her friend, i tried to reach out for her but she would not let me in. I hate her. I hate myself, i should have tried harder, should have set aside myself and put her first so… She could still be here. I wanted to kill myself, i should have died with her so she wont be alone. I love her. I want her.
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