I was only 14. I texted my brother and said “you know I’ll always love you” and turned off my phone because I knew his reply would make me stay. I didn’t want to stay. I was constantly self harming, sleeping, failing everyone around me. I dropped out of high school because I knew I would never graduate. I’d never live to. So I took a bottle of pills and passed out on the floor hoping it wouldn’t hurt and hoping everyone would move on from me quickly. But I woke up in a hospital. My head hurt and I felt horrible but I was […]
