Know what’s worse than any diagnosis, loss, or environmental or economic situation?
==> Understanding.
I’m good with words. Ironic that when it comes to explaining to someone that the once functional, upbeat, charismatic person they once knew is now someone who cannot even string together “I’m suicidal”. Life is showing me the door….yet I remain standing in the doorway, like a guest that’s overstayed they’re welcome….not leaving. talk about crazy.
Apparently, my curse is understanding. There is no blame here. No rant. No anger. Just understanding. I understand I do not belong. I understand I don’t belong anywhere or to anyone. I never have. There […]
