In the cold nights of September
I hear the weeping little girl
Spending these nights imprisoned
at four corners made of stone
where blood shed over the walls
here and there, sorrow calls
one could never do anything
only to diminish her pain
How she wished that her life would end
than to live in sorrow and pretend
living a life she could never bare
where there’s her alone, no one cares
She blinked her eyes on me
expressing the catastrophe
feeling ashamed and neglected
here in the world that has ended
Then suddenly I felt something
inside my heart that kept stinging
and gradually, […]
It is dark and cold outside
As well as my room that’s filled with fright
As if my stay there was nonsense
Nothing is heard but silence
At a corner of my room
stays a heart that’s doomed
Mind distorted and blown
here I’am, alone.
This scene reminds me of pain
all the burden that I gained
Like I was burried underneath
the earth where all these pain live
Sorrow and hatred in one bed
Where I lie and tears shed
Sadness crawled unto my bones
loud and clear, I’am alone.
As I always say, I’m just this simple girl, a college student. I came here after this site caught my attention. I could relate so much the stories I’ve read..like this place is somewhere I belong and the people in here are those that I could get along with. Those feelings, grief and confusion that are evident on those entries, I know..
Since I’m just a new member, It’ll be good to start with describing who I’am. I’m 18, and lives in the Philippines. In those years of my existence, I felt so much pain, fear and hatred. I’ve been attached to those unwanted memories […]