I lost my father 10 years ago at age 8 to a rare childhood bone cancer called Ewing’s Sarcoma… I’m now 18, in a good college, in honors and severely depressed. I’m overwhelmed and would kill to see him. I’ve started cutting, missed classes and feel so disconnected from everyone. Half the time I can’t feel and the other half I’m so overwhelmed with emotion I slide into panic attacks.
My counselor just says its normal college stuff but I can’t really open up to her, I barely open up to anyone. The worst part is the guilt that I feel this way. I know I […]