opanaaddict

i’ve been taking pain pill almost everyday for about 3 years now and it’s destroying my life.  im going to my first counseling/rehab meeting tomorrow, and i’m scared the withdraws are going to lead me to think about suicide more than i already do.  i sniffed my (hopefully) last two 40mg opanas a few hours ago.  The place i’m going really pushes its patients to take suboxone to curb cravings and withdraw symptoms, but i can’t afford it.  i’d rather kill myself than be a burnout drug addict the rest of my life.  my loving family is the only thing keeping me from blowing my […]