I’m a soon to be 20 year old with the feeling life doesn’t care what I want to be or what I want to do, anything I put energy into falls apart and it seems like I’m not meant to be what I truly desire. I’ve tried to kill myself several times each one ending with me breaking down in tears wishing I didn’t even have to do it. It’s like I HAVE to do it but why? It’s because I’m not what I want to see or what I want to be, everything I love to do is everything I’m not good […]