i THINK i AM INTELLIGENT AND FUNNY AND THAT IF PEOPLE REALLY LISTENED TO ME THEN MAYBE IT WOULD BE WORTHWHILE Â STAYING IN THIS WORLD. BUT NO ONE HEARS ME. NO ONE REALLY SEES WHAT IS INSIDE. I CANT KEEP FIGHTING IT ANYMORE. I DIED A LONG TIME AGO. I CAN NO LONGER TRUST OR LOVE. I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF.. I JUST HOPE I CAN DO IT SOON SO I WONT HAVE TO THINK ANYMORE.I FEEL SO ALONE. I AM SO ALONE. Â ONCE I AM DEAD I WILL BE ABSOLUTELY ALONE BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER….I WONT FEEL IT.
