For the last week I’ve intentionally not reached out to anyone to see who actually cared. Nobody called, nobody texted, not even my parents. I sit in my room all day. I don’t eat, the day is over in an instant it seems. I can’t talk to anyone so now I have conversations with myself sometimes without realising. I savour any bit of human interaction I have, constantly replaying it in my head, picturing it, repeating what I said in those conversations word-for-word with the same mannerisms and expressions to distract myself from the loneliness. Every day I see people I used to know going […]
