i have never uttered a single word to anyone about what happened. i’ve been depressed about this lately, thinking that it was my fault. i know that this isn’t the pandora project, but i feel like it will somewhat help if i let someone know how i’m feeling because of my inability to speak.
i don’t understand what i did to you, for you to cause me all this worrying and suffering. you made me think that it was okay and that it was just a game. i’m disgusted with you and myself as well for being in that situation.
i pity you because of the terrible […]