I always thought that I was normal, that I wasn’t affected by my up-bringing. But lately I’ve realized that the experiences from my past has shaped me more than I thought. I believed that I had overcome the abuse, fights, and tragedies that came my way. However I’m just a damaged good, I haven’t won those battles nor have I risen above them like I thought, instead I’ve just ignored them and delusionally made myself believe I was normal. Not sire what to do now.
