Hello all.  I have been creeping on this site for some time.  Recently, I have gotten to point where I can’t live life anymore.  It is all too complicated to talk about and I am  incredibly private about the painful things in my life.  The pain has been present my whole life, but has been exceptionally tormenting over the last 15 years, and unbearable for the last year.  This is not temporary and when I look into the future I only see it getting worse.  There is no other way out.  Everything I hold dear has been lost, or is at risk of being lost.  As […]
