Everything is a joke. Everyone’s feelings, everyone’s jobs and life and family, it’s all a joke. This is how a person is expected to live life: Born (to parents who are married and of the same race, with good jobs and a big house. You were a planned child, of course) You go through school with one sibling 2 years apart from you. You go through school, participating in sports and make good grades. You go through college, majoring in some 4 year degree and having an occasional bullshit party. Your college is paid for by your almost retired parents, of course. You find your […]
Does anyone else ever feel this way? I just don’t know how much longer I can go on. Things change so fast. I love my family and I love my daughter. There is always something to worry about, and to be honest everything would just be better without me around. Now if I were to leave, many people would be upset, I just wish I were never born. Before I was born my mother had a still born baby. If she were born, I never would have been. I know there is a reason I was born. I believe it was probably just to give […]