Have we ever think about others? We all do that? Does everyone has someone that need to be loved?
If I’m sincerely, a part of me don’t want to die because that means leaving someone, or something, that is very, very important to me: Boddah, my teddy bear. Â This may sound ridiculous, but is something, is a reason for keep going.
What about you? Does anyone has something or someone that make you reconsider your own wishes to die? A mother, a father, any family member, a boyfriend, a girlfriend, a lifelong friend, a pet, a teddy bear.
Are we being selfish or we’re releasing […]
I hate myself and I wish I’d never have been born. That’s easier than say “I hate myself and I want to die”. Ok, I do, but wishing never been born it’s…better, I guess. I’m very angry. I want to keep visiting this sites and talking about my problems but, what problems? My life have been really common and good and I don’t suffer, I just think that but there’s people who are really broken and need to be fixed. I think I won’t visit this site again because I want to die, I’m sad and all that but I’m just not like you, I […]
Every breath
we’ve lost our game
Are we undead?
let me go ahead
Drain your heart, drain your veins
no love means no pain
I drink bleach and anesthesia
injections of kisses and magnesia
I need a clue
the signal of the truth
cowards are unhappy
smells like nappies
Because of my empathy
thanks to my human side
that’s why I’m burning your eyes
don’t want you to feel that cold inside
It’s amazing. Just, amazing. We, all of us. We’re here, in this web site, sharing our problems and helping each other. With the words, all the advices. In somehow, I think we’re amazing. We’re alive, right? We are fighting against the world, the society, the life, the death of the pure pain but we keep playing. We haven’t given up yet. I don’t know, I don´t use to say this kind of stuff but now I feel full of empathy. I feel weird things like we are all in some kind of island alone and unhappy but having our own help, having other sad people who […]
Keep me, alive
everyone is damage inside
don’t deserve anything of what I have
life is selfish, so am I.
Dead elms turn alive
while the virgin is mourning inside
dark poison and puke
blood and dead flowers .
Pearls resting inside the water
I am the mad hatter
insane, lost, sappy
I filled my lungs with love .
I’m feeling worse every day. With every breath I feel emptier. I’m doing a lot of shit for trying to survive, because I’m hurt and empty and that fucks me. That’s why I’m so self-destructive. My strategy for survive every day makes me feel more empty, but calms my pain temporarily. I don’t even know why I am hurt. I mean, my whole life is so normal, my family problems and all that stuff are really common. Everybody have problems and I think I’m too dramatic so I hate myself for that. No one fucking cares, I talk about all this with a few friends and they also […]
Hey, anyone who’s a little interesting in this stranger. I already wrote something saying that I was thinking about killing myself and also talking about my own life. Anyway, I’ve decide to leave the world but I can’t. I’m so angry right now. I can’t kill myself. I was thinking in committing suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning.  I can’t because my parents, aunt or grandparents could see me. I thought committing suicide by taking too much pills (my original plan). Then I felt really retarded when I notice that wasn’t as easy as I thought. I don’t want any suffer so I’m not going by hanging, wrist cutting, suffocation, hypothermia, electrocution, […]
I think I need to be heard. I’m not looking for any help or something like that; I just need that people shut up and let me talk.
Well, all this start with me when I was a child. My grandfather is a pedophile and he raped my cousin when she was eight. When I knew about it I start thinking about all the time I spend with that man when I was an innocent and weak girl. By the way, I knew about that because my cousin told me, no one else in my family was enough decent for telling me about it. In my family what […]
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