Yeah I am alive but I feel like I really don’t have a real life. I also have all these issues in life that prevent me from moving forward to acquire the life that I truly want. I have health issues that prevent me from being more productive and also prevent me from doing a lot of fun things that I want to do. I often feel like I really don’t have much to live for anymore. Its like I am holding on to nothing. Like holding on to a life that has very little chance to get better and I am […]
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Yup, if you read my post earlier today. I stated that recently I have been doing well and I have some good things to look forward to soon. So I said to myself. Hey… things are going well. I might as well grab onto these moments and really enjoy them before the next Shitstorm comes!!
Because life has shown me that its like a roller-coaster. You have your good days > your great moments here and there and then you have your valleys of darkness when the shitstorm comes.
Well I am at a good point right now. Drinking a couple beers, […]
I made this some time ago. Just posting it now because I am bored. LOL
I have my own daily battles to deal with and sometimes making art is how I deal with it.
I wish you all the best!!!
I’m hanging in there. I have been doing pretty good recently.. luckily I have some good things on the Horizon that are keeping me filled with joy. I will be traveling up North to Visit family and also planning a move when I get back. So I will have some good times to share with family and then embark on a new move when I get back. Every time I move It usually works out well for me. I wind up in a new place with a fresh start and new people to meet and new places to explore and I am looking forward […]
Lately I have been having some weird dreams. Some of them are creepy > almost like nightmares. I have these dreams where I am being attacked by animals and they always want to bite the back of my neck or my feet and I have to fight them off. I also have had dreams where I get bit by something and I am laying there about to die… but I wake up before death comes.
I wonder what the heck life is trying to tell me by these dreams. Is it a premonition that death is coming for me. Shit I hope so!! […]
I mean what are you trying to do. Steal peoples passwords??
or create some kind of special club only certain people can get into??
either post or dont post so everybody can see it.
the password protected thing is bullshit.
Yeah Life isnt always easy.. but I have found that it is worth getting through the difficutl times and when you do there most often are good times waiting around the corner. Not that my life is spectacular. But I have come to find a way to enjoy the little things. I have come to discover that you dont have to have a perfect life to have joy. I have discovered a way to be thankful for every good person in my life and I have come to learn how to appreciate every good thing in my life. Even the simple stuff….
I am […]
Im down to my last 4 dollars for this month.
what the hell can you do with 4 dollars these days.
I wish life didnt have to rely so much on money… but it does and
I DON’T have any!! DAM
Just posting an artwork I did some weeks ago. As I figure if I spend time doing these… I might as well share it with people
Like that Madonna song that goes LIVE TO TELL…. I figure why not Live to SHOW>
I guess this could be considered Outsider Art
I like actually like this one.
Do you think there are any benefits to being suicidal or borderline suicidal??
hmmmmm let me think.
WORK, BUY, CONSUME, DIE
that is basically our lives. We work… we buy shit.. we consume the things we buy and then eventually we die.
We leave the planet plagued with out trash. Were basically litter bugs. LOL
somehow there is supposed to be some Joy in there somewhere.. but I have yet to find it. LOL
Sometimes I think its better to post something then nothing. lol
I did this artwork some time ago…. but never posted it here
I figured I would share it. A lot of my artwork has to do with people suffering
or dealing with depression of some sort… or trying to pull out of the depression
I also like to put people reaching out for help in my artwork.
anyway…
Id like to see peoples art here at the forum.
Art of all types is good.
Post something if you got it.
I just see things going on in the world and I see a lot of changes going on in the world > the changes I see are mostly NOT for the better but for the worse.
I feel really bad for the next generation growing up right now. They are pretty much screwed. There will probably be some really big wars right around the corner. Possibly a World war that will include nuclear capability and many people will die.
Not to mention other really bad things are happening. I think this world is screwed. Looks like the party is over. Nations are bankrupt. There […]
I did this artwork some time ago. Just getting around to posting it.
I think the people in the pic look disgusted, sad, upset, lost, unappreciated, depressed and empty.
I thought some people here might relate to it.
I know I do.
I don’t know why for some people > everything seems to work out good. While other people nothing really good ever happens to them.
I don’t know why some people and break the laws of the land and do evil and get away with so much… while other people cant get away with anything.
I don’t know why some people are born into a really good family and or born into money.. while others are born into abusive families and have practically no chance of ever having a good life.
I don’t know why some people can abuse drugs and drink alcohol like its going out of style […]
I should be dead by now. I really should. I am a useless person. I dont even want to be alive the way my life is going.
I try to enjoy life but its hard for me to do so. I have tried to end it several times. I wish suicide was easier. I wish there was a simple
shot or pill you could just by somewhere that would do the trick quickly and painlessly.
I get sick of this shit called life. Its all bullshit at this point.
I did this abstract artwork some weeks ago. I call it Identity crisis. I am going through this weird phase where I dont know what is what anymore. I used to be secure in what I believe. I used to be secure in who I am and what my country stands for. Now all of that is up in the air and I just dont know anymore. I dont like the direction of my personal life and I dont like the direction that the world seems to be going in. My security for the future hangs in the balance and I just dont […]
Its sometimes hard to keep going in life when 1) your personal life is kind of shitty and things don’t seem to be getting better and 2) the world in general seems to be getting worse.
I used to rely on my belief in God… that somehow God would take care of me and not let the world get to bad. but I am starting to lose hope a little bit.
just my rant for this morning.
Ive been a bit frustrated. sorry folks.
Life sucks when you feel like you are just deteriorating. Its not a good feeling.
anybody here feel like that??
Im 44 years old and lately I have been spending all sorts of my free time playing computer games. lol
I think its just a way to escape reality and get into an alter reality for a little while. But of course playing computer games doesn’t completely solve my issues… but i have to say I enjoy them. Are there any gamers here at SP?? I know nobody cares but I am playing a few different games that I like. > Call of Duty Black Ops 2, Mafia 2, Left for dead 2 and Far Cry 3
those are my computer gaming fix. […]