I am so sad and confused; I’m engaged to marry someone that I don’t know if I truly love -it’s terrible. I hate my life; when is this going to get better for me? Everyday, I’m so exhausted having to pretend that I’m ok when I’m not – that alittle part of me dies… I’m not happy but am worried that if I leave, my life will be terrible – I don’t know what I’m doing anymore… I don’t know what I want or what to do –
