Where to begin?
The past:
I’ve been depressed as long as I can remember. I used to cry myself to sleep for a variety of reasons when I was as young as 4 and 5. I dropped out of a prestigious university due to worsening depression and panic attacks. I’ve been on and off various antidepressants and anti anxiety medication for almost 20 years. Â They numb the pain so I can function but what kind of life is that? Â My life doesn’t get better when I’m medicated-I just don’t care as much how bad it is. Â I attempted suicide about 10 years ago and ended up recovering […]