I’ve been planning this for a long time, but tomorrow is the day.I kept telling myself just to wait one more week, or month to see if I changed my mind. I haven’t. I just want it to end. I’ve been waiting for 5 years. My life gets crapier by the day. I just want to find a way so my family isn’t hurt. If I died by what appeared to be an accident, nobody would care. I don’t want the attention that people get when they take their own life. Any suggestions?
