To be honest, 2013? Never thought I would even see the end of this year upcoming or even making it to 21 as of 14th November! Thought I would of died at 19-20 latest but that is when I met her. The one for me the one that gets me on the same wave length as me and I started living for her and not for myself since I never really cared if I lived or died. I am a self harmer… And… I know it is dumb but it makes me happy just a sense of relief almost in a way the pain a […]