wanderer

It’s hard to not care about people around me.. I lied a lot these days about people who I want to be close to but because of certain reasons I distant myself from them

And yay I’m alive and doing fine.

-wanderer/Lily

And I’m sorry if I don’t know anyone here.

Hey there, i just read your recent  post and left a comment however i felt that tiny little comment might not even made a impact at all thus i am writing a post instead.

well i don’t want to dwell how life should go on just because it just have to .

while reading your post i could relate to it as i seek to understand from the point of my view . i am not saying that you are down and you need some fresh air . i am saying that it would be nice when you express yourself and write it down like this when […]

What is life according to wanderer.

life is sweet and bitter moments.

life , oh my , is a journey,

its just time passing while i grow old and not getting any mature.

friend come and go , some will stay , some will just made an appearance.

life

Life,

I dont give a

FUVK

Even when i want to be dead

-lily

I am living but barely making it. i am seeing therapist now and starts to understand my flashbacks better and how to control it. I could not find my motivation to study even though i went back to school when i could have choose drop out. I always love knowing more things especially history. The rest of the subjects are mundane to me.

Ever since I got diagnose with bipolar,i simply just given up on my ambitions and goals. The doctors called it grandiose ideas. during that time i wanted to be a someone who is famous and earning lots of money in my career. that […]