I’m done with this fucked up life. I’ve made a list of pros and cons of my life and there are more cons. I did the same with suicide and there are more pros… My psychiatrist said I am a narcissistic psychopath, with a dominant gene for self awareness. When I told my therapist this he said it’s possible but your life is a living hell. All I do is hurt people and get joy out of it, but since I am self aware, I can see the destruction I cause. This makes me depressed and makes me lash out even more, causing more hurt […]
