I put my mask on when I go out, I put my mask on when I leave my room, when someone enters my room and when I have any form of human contact.
It’s when I’m alone when everything comes at once. The failures, the lack of prospects. The undeserved pain. When I’m alone I’m a different person.
My quest for perfection is finally starting to destroy me. I’ve been caught up in the staunch objectivity of school- the only thing I care about is my future academic career. I’ve always been an above average student in terms of sports and academics, but now I feel like its all coming to nothing- I care too much; but I don’t want to care, I don’t want the pressure of having to achieve and do well in life.
The most blissful moments of life are those moments in which you simply don’t care. I just want to sit back and accept what I seemingly have no […]
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