purpSloth

when will it end

when will the urge to somehow express what’s going on inside my head end

when will the constant wonders why i’m still here end

when will the chaos end, the pain, the worries, the numbness..

when will it end

just when

when will it finally end

i want it to stop

i wish someone would just forcibly take me out of this world.

maybe that someone will be me someday..